Yes & no

Im quite shocked when i knw u stil wil care for me...bt i knw..u ask tat becoz of u ar blaming urself right?dun worry bout tat..im jst doing fine...stil in tis world n no thk of commiting suiside yet..wakaka...xD Actually...there is nth big change happen in my life..the onli differ is i hav more time to play n can comcentrate in my study more.."Be4 u trying...u ar alone...bt after u trying...u ar stil alone...so u do nt loss anythg.." tis is a sentence i pick up from "ping dan comic"...quite a meaningful sentence tat suit me..haha..actually...when u ask me bout weather im fine or nt..the onli answer i can giv u is "yea!! im jst fine..c me so good!!^^" beside from tat..i duno wat else should i answer u..even if i answer u wif "no..im sad..i thk i hav losing the reason 4 me to walk forward..im downing now.." wat can u do? break up wif ur bf n cum to my side? tats impossible right? so wat else can u do even if u get the answer?No matter my answer is yes or no..it wont change a thg..unless it can let u to feel better..so..all i hav to do is say "yea..im fine"..guess tat wil solve our probs..bt actually..im really doing fine..neways..im fine so dun ask tat question anymore...let it be...frand or nt...it is decide by u..im fine wif tat..coz to me..once frand..forever frand...(ps..copy from u xD)