My Past...

DOwn here im gonna write down the thgs tat i thk during my chemistry class..wakaka..coz too boring so i write my feeling down..it is written down be4 "tat thg" happened..so im putting it into my memories...

!st Title:The reason I Live For

One year ago...im the type of ppl tat wil easily giving up in anythg that i hav done..I wont let myself suffer n struggle in anythgs...I wil jst giv up n find another esier thg to do..But..a few month ago...after i had met u...u had changed me...From the moment i meet u...i knw i cant giving up so easily anymore..Not Anymore...Or i should say i dare nt to giv up anymore...
I duno from when on,u edi becum part of my body...letting u go away is same to tearing out my heart when im stil breathing...losing u = losing my life...tats why..eventhough up ahead is a long way tat full of pains...i wil stil walk it down without hesitation..coz i knw u wil show up at the end there...NO matter hw many times i failed n falled down...i wil stil stand up n contineous to walk...I wont stop walking until i reach ur side..never...I wont leave u unlless u leave me 1st,tis is a promise from a guy tat hav nv made promise be4..tis is the first time...n mb the last time i can made promise to u...


2nd Title:My World...

In tis world..all of us hav our own dream..i cant really sure of tis..bt i can sure tat all of us hav differ "world" in our heart..As i knw..my world inside my heart is jst a plain nightsky....without any decoration...(game=stars tat blinking quitely in the sky..jst like diamond tat put on a skarf..)
Form this view..any1 wil aso notice tat my sky is actualy stil lack of somethg...somethg tat is realy importnat..I duno wat is tat until i hav meet u...my sky is jst lack of a full moon
n after tat,,it wil becum perfect..u ar my moon tat make my world perfect..on the other hand..it can be say tat i needed u to make my life perfect..Without u...im losing the reason to live on...i wil jst becum a walking shadow tat littering around without knwing where should i go...

The farest distance between u n me...

世界上最遥远的距离
不是生与死
而是 我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你

世界上最遥远的距离
不是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
而是 明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起
而是 明明无法抵挡这种思念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明无法抵挡这种思念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是用自己冷漠的心 对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

N...to me..the farest distance is

你用自己冷漠的心 对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠....

Dream n Nonsense..

dream..is the thg tat we wan to make it become true...it is our hope in our life...the perpose we lived for...or the road tat we chose 4 to change our future...making our future more clolourful and intreresting...becoz of tat..human world is full of hope...Dream...is a wonderful thg..it is nt jst a nonsense although it is similar to it...Dream..u hav put on a lot of effort in order to make it come true...but...nonsense is jst...after u said,u forgot about it...evry1 hav their own dream..dream is beautiful n different from 1 to another..so we cant jst make our own decision n conclude about other's dream is nt beautiful enough...i too hav dream...i hope tat i can go to japan someday, n stay at there...u knw..when the snow falls or the sakura flowers fall from the tree(tat is spring n winter lah)..and u stay in a japanese tradisional house..n sit outside of the room..then drink a hot cup of greentea with ur love1 + enjoying the scenery..it should be very nice..so relax..so calm..so lovely..(at least tats wat i thk of)^^v actually...maybe my dream gal edi appear in my life n maybe nt..i stil cant sure of it yet..coz changes tat happened in life can be so sudden..maybe tis morning he/or she is stand jst in front of u,bt he edi pass away in the afternon...tats my grandfather...sobx...life changes can be so extream...so we can never knw anythg tat wil happen in future until we reach it...mabe u c ur frand 2day is alone bt nex day he is no longer alone n having his/her couple around..(!!!! a bit sidetrack!!! lets turn bac xD ><)ok..jst now we talk about dream...dreamm is a very virtual thg until u make it comes true...dream can aso act as a pillar of strengh tat wil supports u...coz ..HOPE, can be a thg tat sometime make u confuse,make u feel tat the percentage of miracle appear is very small...almost near 0%...so..tats when dream can support u..it tel u tat----tats the thg u wan it happen dun u?so dun wait jst 4 the miracle,u mst chase u dream n hope 4 ur own sake...in tat time..maybe when u ar trying hard to make ur dream comes true..miracle wil be appear...so..they all link together...as least i guess...do u ever thk of giving up ur dream or hope? i thk so..coz we ar nt god..so maybe somwtime we wil get confuse..bt wif the help of frands n family..we can stand up n continuoes walk down the path tat we ar chose....so..lets work hard together to make our dream comes true...