Waiting..a cycle of life....

In our life,i thk evrythg bac there is all related to waiting..All thg in our life is include waiting...like waiting going to n bac from school...hoping 4 the school break..recess...fnish ttn..waiting other to reply while using msn or sms...or waiting 4 somebody to realise bout u n come to ur side...as u can c..waiting is an important action in our life..bt evry1 hate waiting..>< so through tat,a lot of ppl tat hate their life are born..should we hate the process of waiting or jst enjoyed it.? to me..sometime i hate waiting too..tats normally when im waiting 4 my van uncle..bt..in other thg..maybe waiting is one type of trial to u..testing weather u ar true hearted or nt? nah.i dun mean tis..xD wat i mean is...(....blank....) U GO THK URSELF LAH!!!!!!!!!!! xD
do u thk of it be4..hw much time u wil spend in ur whole life jst 4 the word waiting? if u calculated it out...the number wil get u shocked...so...dun calculated better...wakakaka...silently waiting...is a type of waiting..bt jst wil get lesser attention coz it wont knew by a lot of ppl..maybe some ppl wil thk tat u edi giving up hope n choose nt to waiting..coz to some ppl..waitiing is SUFFERING...haha...HOPE..is a dim light in our heart tat wil support u no matter where u go n wat prob u ar face...n if u lose ur light of hope...ur life wil be meaningless..so never giving up ur light of hope..u should face the problem bravely...me? nah..my light of hope is extinguishe 4 sometime be4..bt now..it lighted up again..jst 4 the word"waiting"...so..hw can we said we hated waiting..?opinion pls?thx 4 tats..^^

birthday = normal day....

did any1 thk of it be4? actualy birthday is nth more than ppl wish u hav a nice day in tat specific day...actually ...it is nth right? agree wif me? come to thk of it..in tat day..u stil hav to study,eat,drink,do work,bath,sleep,play..n all sort of tat..u stil nid to contineous doing thg as in normal day...then y it is called birthday? is it becoz of the day u exist in tis world so it is important? hmmm.nt sure about tat..anybody knw? who can giv me the answer ?

wat wil u do When u feel u ar reaching ur LIMITS..!!??

I thk my finger edi reaching their limit since i cant played the fastest song in auditionsea....argh...am i a stupid or wat? y cant my finger react faster abit? jst a bit tats enough edi...sigh....cant i jst like cloud!!?? when reaching his limit when fighting sephiroth,he stil can win him by break his limit n use the limits break-omni slash... =.=" i guess i jst cant do tat...wat a useless human being i am...i jst cant do anythg tat is perfect,can i? all failed n no sucess...im tired of tis type of life....so boring and yet..full of hope...it let u tried n tried...n in the end...u lose all of ur hope...if u can stand up again..u wil hav another hope..then...thecycle wil contineous..when can i break the cycle? >< n...when wil the1 i loved realised about my existance?n where is she? i knw in tis world..dun talk nonsence... =.= bt where ? where ar u? i hav a room in my heart n can u faster come n fill it up..? tats the onli available room...jst 4 u...when wil our life get interfere n we wil notice about each other? til the time come...i shall endure the suffering....bt..tats nt big deal...my heart edi lose it pain...i cant feel it anymore..maybe the blood tat drop out a bit by a bit is aso edi dry n there is no more blood in my heart...other than a hollow shell in there.....so..can somebody jst help me to fiiled it up so tat i can feel the feeling 4 once more time? no matter wat type of feeling is it....joy?pain?sweet?sour?...am i edi reaching my limits out there? nt jst in the games bt i thk in the life is the same too...zzz...is my existance in tis world is a worth 1? or im jst a rubbish in tis world!!??maybe is a dust...bt nt more than these 2...i thk... stupid useless noob is the best word to describe me...o.o

Important sSpirit....

U knw wat is the most impotant thg when u ar playing sports? nah..it is nt about the win n lose man....is it "SPORTING"... when u lose..it mean lose..u cant blame other 4 ur failure...the onli thg u can do is blame ur self "i lose becoz im nt good enough so i mst train harder"..tats it..no more..the1 tat blame other when he lose..he is jst a f**ker... or i should say s**ker..it is more polite...=.=" jst like me..come to thk of it..few month ago..when i was jst tried to pick up my badminton skill after 1 year no play..when i 1st play..my opponent edi is a school representative in badminton(duno use the right word or nt xD) of coz..i lose badly..bt i cant jst blame him u knw..iti s my own fault...my skill is nt good enough(maybe edi rusting?wakaka)..there is once i thk of giving up..coz i thk im too stupid 4 doing evrythg><....even comunicate wif a gal is a prob.maybe im jst a useless guy huh?.nth good bt a lot of bad...bt..after my frand vince advice..i stand up as a man once more time..n now..i believe im better tat the1 im be4...tis is my pay bac after i putting so much effort in my badminton...although im nt the best among my frand yet..bt maybe someday i wil..who knw the thg in the future?..haha hope so...so..i very hate pppl when lose nt sporting...tats jst knw ....s**k....i love badminton..so i jst wan to hav a fair play n happy1...i dun like when ppl lose then they always say smth bad about u..tats shouldnt be happening..bt y ? y it's happening? it is becoz of me?or it is him? duh...stupid ppl let me blur..fine..tis time i wil jst let u go..n if there is another time again....u wil surely done 4 it...maybe my patience is reach the max stage edi..so dun force me to do the thg tat i dun wan to do...i can jst play til half...then go home...tats the most i can do 4 u coz u ar my frand..tats without hurting u..so appretiate it..s**ker..hmph..

Like & LOve....

do u knw wat is the different of like n love? dun tel me u dun knw.o.O".btw..i jst hav to said it out then,u wil knw weather mine opinion n ur(ppl who c tis) opinion is the same or nt....To me...like is jst a good impress tat ppl gav u..u knw..jst like when u meet a new frand..n he/she giv u quite a good impression....so...when otherppl talk about them..u wil say i like them...probably is u dun hate them..xD...jkjk...Love..is a feeling ...erm hw to say...jst like a feeling tat sudenly pop up in ur mind n heart telling u tat "wei...tat's the human being tat u have find 4 so long"..haha..some sort like tat...NOwnow...the different between them is jst 1 thg....u can stil like the1 tat u dun love...bt..u can possibly love some 1 tat even u dun like...like n love...maybe they ar jst differ jst by a line... likelove ..swtt..now im blur aso...it is ur fault calling me to explain it...xD... But..love n like hav a similarity..tat is...some time...they ar hard to be notice by ppl..u knw..sometime...there ar some ppl who is realy care about u n u dun notice about them..coz it is a thg tat after u done n u dun hope 4 the pay bac..jst giv out the love to the1 u love...u care about them coz ujst wan them to live hApply...er...i morning stim stim de..so..hw bout jst til here n i wan go paly my ps2 liao..haha...lz to write lioa.....sayonara~

High pressure...

Spm is coming soon n i stil havent prepare 4 it..all of my frand edi start study in a few month ago bt i stil playing games n games...Come to thk of it..i feel quite worried bout my self n i knw i mst put an end to it...i edi tolf my self STOP PLAYING !!!!!!!!!! bt it stil cant work..maybe i dun hav "somebody" tat important to me to push me?...@.@ blur now..i start to try n try to stop...bt evrytime i try..i failed..i edi failed in my "love relationship"..so i keep telling my self tat i wont failed in next time...bt..wil it comes true..?? hmmm...i cant giv u the asnwer too...bt i knw i hav the chance to the ending coz destiny is in our hand..we can control it..or i should say maybe...sigh..high pressure sure make me feel hard in my life..even the normal action like breathing wil nt be easy...do i hav somebody tat can share some prob wif me? >< nah..i dun thk so..evry1 hav their own prob n they sure edi fedup wif the word "prob"..y they wan to get the trouble since they edi settled their prob...so..i guess i hav to face it myself huh?..3 month to go..ppl at least hav to used month to study the whole thg n i stil left 3 month to go...omg...who can help me? god? u? me? or .... no 1.... i guess i wil jst hav to walk down the path alone wifthout any help n support.. iknw it is hard bt i wil jst hav to try..coz uwil regret if u giving up be4 u try a thg..coz if u try percentage of sucess is 0.001%++ til where i duno... if no try ..is 0%..if there is some sucess rate.i wil try even i knw i maybe gonna failed in tat...jst like "lov"...i wont feel regret coz i edi try it although i failed...at least i got try n i wont stuck in a situation tat "wil she accept me or she wont" ..if u giving up be4 try..tis sentence wil float in ur memorise 4 ever n evrytime u thk of it..u wil feel ur heart is aching..lov or wat..all of it is the same..if u try..u hav the chance ..if u dun..0% so..im gonna try it out so tat i wont feel regret in the rest of my life...bout the gal.tel u nex time coz she is a special ppl in my life so i wil hav a lot to talk bout her..so jana~~(goodbye in japanese)

Deep Sorrow...><

sigh...every1 aso thk tat im a happy go lucky guy..no stress no pressure..i thk they get tat wrong impression is probably becoz of i always playing games huh? i jst hope i could telling them tat they ar wrong...bt i cant..i really hope tat i could hav some1 tat can share my feeling n prob...no matter who...maybe i didnt show my sorrow or pain in front of my frand..bt..i doesnt mean tat i dun hav,right? i jst dun wan ppl worried bout me bt on the other hand,i hope ppl wil care bout me..hmm..ironic huh?>< haha...i lov joking bt tis is sure the whispher of my deep heart... frandship is an amazing feeling...although it is virtual n u cant c it...bt u can feel it when ppl start to care bout u...it givs u a warm feeling n yet it is nt the same type wif lov...nt contaiminate by any thg..jst pure n true heart...can u feel the feeling now? if can..pls leave me a comment n giv me some advicess....

Im late..so sori...my frand><

Come to thk of it...i feel quite regret about 1 thg...nah..it is nt about games or wat...haha(although i knw playgames is my lifestyle)...i jst start be knw her in tis year..n after knwing her 4 a few month..i realise tat she is a good frand(to me of coz nt u xD jkjk)..i regret y i dun go greet her in the last 2 years...if i hav..we may be a more closer frand edi..coz time wil build up a strong frandship...so if u c tis(i mean her)...i jst wan to say" im sooo sori my frand,im late..." hope we can start to build up a stronger frandship tat wil last 4ever...

A hurt tat mean nth if compare to my heart..

2 week ago..after i went to cut hair wif my frand...we went to buy some food in order to fill up our stomach..on the way home..the sky start to turns dark n i can start to feel rain drop on my face..so..i speeded up n using 1 of my hand to tied up the food tat i bought n the other hand to stabilise my bicycle...bt..i wasnt the lucky guy in tat time..so..i falled down..argh..pain..Until now..it have been 2 weeks n the injuries stil havent recover fully yet...i wonder y i change my hand during stabilise the bicyle..it is hurts..but come to thk of it..it is nth if compare to my heart..maybe it is stil better coz i stil can feel the pain...><...hmm...maybe my brain is nt functioning tat time so i use my right hand to grip the left hand side bicyle grip..xD